posted on: Wednesday, November 12, 2008
A while ago my sweet friend Liz sent sent Enzo this delicious looking red velvet with cream cheese frosting cupcake. Enzo is really into cake and really into singing Happy Birthday, especially to himself. This cupcake is a way for him to celebrate his life anytime he feels like it. The booties were for Christian and I as a good luck charm to help us create new life as we endevored in planning our second child.
Well the charm worked. I got pregnant. However, my pregnancy was short lived and yesterday I experienced a miscarriage. It has been one of the hardest experiences of my life. So now I am drawn to the cupcake, and my healthy toddler son, and all that he celebrates every single day with his exuberant personality.
Please excuse me from blogging for a while. I need to heal both physically and emotionally and gain a sense of self again as I go through this loss.